Writing was my power……..still inside me,just need that push.Dont ever know when will I achieve my hand on it but I do crave for it:(envy n love all the consistent writers.God bless u all with consistency unlike me.cherish all your post 🙂 keep writing!
At 18 I knew you were the one
At 39 I feel proud of you
In thick and thin you stood by me
There were chances you could flee away
But commitment and love made you stay
The odd couple were we
Our kids made our bonding strong
Our pain made us grow
A poetry is just a way to words
Open my heart and you will know
Your just not my need but my strength
Without you I can’t see myself
We were made for each other
Nineteen years is just the beginning
With you I want to grow old
Love you for your nature
Hope to take my last breth before you
It is god gifted or is there a choice
The upbringing leaves us no choice
The growth is yet to happen
One face with a dual mask
Good and bad are the same
Blame it on faith
I am the curse I am the fortune
Absorb me try your luck
Love me or hate me
Try not ignoring me
Will be your luck and fame
Destiny will speak of me
Alone I came bad will I take
All I wish is united we stand
For me my thirst is not vast
A good name is all I ask
It was love at first sight
Our thoughts were different
Our expressions changed
Our bonding became stronger
We made it happen
Over the years hardships followed
But hand in hand we stood strong
The desire to love grew deeper
The unspoken words exchanged looks
The touch still gets ecstasy
The long wait is worth it’s time
Time has flown by with our passing age
With you it still feels like the 80’s
Let our love be a story to tell
An example of true love and compatibility
My wish is to have by last breath in your arms
Life is beautiful with the feelings of being loved by you
Sitting in the hospital lobby waiting to see my relative,makes me sincerely thank GOD for the healthy me and my family.We often get worries and tensions and get worked up with things we don’t get or some things that don’t go in our stride.We don’t realise that we take our health for granted as it’s going to be shining always.Having all body parts function, is the greatest gift of GOD we humans get. It is indeed very sad to see different people with different health problems,and it is amazing to see some of them who know they have less time here,still laugh and talk with such strength,it makes me just love life more and more.
So the next time you feel bad about your life or have some tensions,think about all your body parts functioning,hear your heart beating,see your fingers and toes making moments, see the colours around you,feel the aroma of life that is granted to you.Thank the almighty for the lovely health and move on as somewhere on this earth there is someone dreaming to have a life you live.
Quietly and unknowingly the devil strikes
Silently and rapidly like an artist
It targets the innocent ones
Can’t help it from feeding
Long years of existence
Invisible to the ones who blame
Better than the mirror image
Divide and rule are it’s policy’s
Destroy the good be the evil
Destruction is on the menu
Like an erupted volcano
Engulfing sadness wherever it goes
It’s just the minds thy say
Anything to set it free
Being a slave today
Freedom is just on its way
The flawless lethargic sound sleep
The peckish feeling all the times
The two minds on a devils ride
Dragging the body to keep its pride
Inconsistency and intolerance inside
Trying its best to coincide
Give up says one
Try harder says the other
The battle of the minds
Weakens the soul and drenches the shadow
Getting there before it’s all forgotten
A race just to be known a name to reckon
Keeping the faith going and hopes on
Bad times are a tester for good times
Life is a gift of GOD treasure it
Believe your imagination and pursue it
Friday the 13 the most scariest date on the calendar.A date which is feared by almost every human on earth.So what is so ominous about this date is the question? In fact there is no known origin of the phrase Friday the 13 or of the superstitions related to it.The no 13 by itself is a number fully loaded of cultural,religious and mythic history.According to NORDIC mythology “The LAST SUPPER” where 12 GODS had gathered for dinner, and suddenly a 13 guest joined them.That was LOKI,a mischievous ,trickster GOD who shot Balder the Beautiful,the GOD of joy and happiness.Balder’s death turned the world into darkness and mourning.Friday the 13 is considered an unlucky day in Western superstition so much that in some hotels and buildings there is no 13th floor.Directly after the 12th floor there is a 14th floor.An estimated 17 to 21 million people in the United States fear this day making it the most scariest date in history.The fear is so much that there are some people who avoid going to work and some who fear getting up from their beds on this day!
The fear of Friday the 13 has been called Friggatriskaidekaphobia which means ( Frigga being the name of the Norse goddess for whom “FRIDAY” is named in English and triskaidekaphobia meaning the fear of the no 13). In Spanish-speaking countries,instead of Friday,Tuesday the 13 is considered an unlucky day.Tuesday is said to be dominated by the influence of Ares,the GOD of war.Legendary rapper Tupac was killed on Friday the 13 in Las Vegas .Among the famous personalities that feared Friday the 13 were Presidents Franklin D.Roosevelt and Herbert Hoover.
Here in india where I live,have heard that if a child is born on Friday the 13,it is unlucky and many people avoid cutting their hair or shaving too.I have seen so many horror movies linked with this date.Have always wondered is this date really a big omen or a jinxed date? Would love to hear about my readers thoughts on this special date.Have any of you gone through any such experiences on any of the “Friday the 13”?
Vat Savitri or vat pournima is a fast kept by Indian ladies for their husbands long and healthy life.It is mostly followed in gujrat,Maharashtra and Karnataka,India.Pournima means the “Full Moon”day (the 15) of the month of jyeshta on the Hindu calendar,which falls in June in the Gregorian calendar.This is a legendary story of satyavan and Savitri. It shows how a women’s strengths and wits can keep her husband from dying.It had been foretold that satyavan will not live long.Resting on his wife’s lap satyavan was waiting for his death under a banyan tree.The messenger of Yama,the GOD of death came for satyavan but Savitri refused to depart from her beloved husband.Every messenger tried but in vain,to take life out of satyavan.Finally Yama himself appeared and insisted on taking satyavan,but since Savitri was very adamant Yama offered her a boon and she asked for the well being of her in laws which was granted.While Yama was taking satyavan along with him Savitri followed them,looking at this Yama granted her another boon and Savitri asked for the well being of her parents.This boon too was granted.Savitris stubbornness and relentless nature did not stop her from following Yama.As they approached yamas abode he granted her a third boon.Savitri then smartly asked for a son and outwitted yama.He was forced to return her husbands soul back to his body.
The fast here is followed by offering prayers to the banyan tree.Ladies dress in bridal wear and tie a thread to the banyan tree by going around it seven times.In their hearts they pray to have the same husband in every life and also pray for his health and long life.Kumkum or red tilak is put on the tree and fruits are exchanged among ladies.It feels very nice to keep this fast as it also resembles strong love and compatibility between a married couple.
I have always wondered wether peoples minds play games with them even if they don’t have any mental illness.Have spoken to a lot of friends and family’s and have come to the conclusion that “YES” their minds too play games in twisting and turning thoughts but not to the level of a person suffering from bipolar personality disorder or any other mental sickness.There comes a stage when there is no longing to do any work,the body feels double the weight,hunger increases,body swells and last but not the least the moods are fluctuating highly.Being a bipolar myself,I can tell you it’s a very difficult and uncontrolled situation,where in one is forced to be a slave of the negative mind and irrational behaviour is out at its best.It is very saddening to be in such a state and for ones closed ones to watch someone behave in that illogical states.For more than 15 years I suffered,not knowing how to tackle situations.It was for the love and support of my family that I am still surviving.
It is my humble request to all my readers who suffer from bipolar disorder or have some one in their circles who suffer from it to be very cordial and patient with such people.It is a mental disorder and it is not done on purpose.Talking,counselling,giving love,motivating and getting the person out of their difficult moods is the key to helping someone with such minds.Medication too is important if the art of self controlling the mind is not possible.
Possitively Taming Bipolar 